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wow havn't written in here for a while. meh. i dont wanna type now so bye.

Still having nightmares so i'm not sleeping tonight. Schools back tomorrow..grrrrr.

Well i dont really use this journal for much but recording good dreams. And lately i havn't had any. Just FCSDRFSDFWEF Bad dreams...*fumes* Oh well not much happening.. I like Tyson. I asked him out. I feel stupid for saying no to him before. I hope he says yes and doesn't think im stupid for writing such a bad letter.... oh well just i'll just pray to myself.

havn't done this in a while. then again i havn't really had a good dream to add lately.. Ok well last night's dream wasn't too bad. But a little boring. And short. So I'll do a quick little blab.
I was laying in my room with Shiniro flipping through a book together. Then Hisoka came knocking on our door with a letter. i put in into this what i guess was like a computer and a video of my mom pop up with the screen. She said me and the other 3 were to go and visit my granmother with my sister and Masahiro. I rolled my eyes and sighed. Just another boring thing to cram into my schedule. Then my dream skipped a bit and all six of us were outside this large white flashy mansion/castle. I dislike my grandmother, so did all of us. She had a theatre attached to her house and we were always forced to watch some drama play.... We went in and had tea and listened to her yabber on and on about how what we were doing with the land of dark was wrong yadda yadda. and then she went of insulting and badmouthing Kai and Yuki lost his temper and hit the old hag. (I say old but she still looked like she was in her early 30's on here)Of course she yelled at me for being with these disrespectful people and we stormed out before she could kick us out. We then spent the rest of the day shopping in the city nearby. Then we went for a little nature walk before heading home. My sister and Masahiro slept over and Hisoka ragged on us about how we needed a good relationship with the hag and so on. He was quieted however by his soulmate when we said we bought some cakes back for them. HEH.
well that was pretty much it.

Wow havn't posted in a while..... Oh well not much has been going on really.. I had a birthday last saturday. I just beat final fantasy seven... The teachers went on strike. not much really.. meh i should go to sleep soon.

Ok i'm writing late so it's almost time for my next dream. So here's last nights dream.
This dream was way back while i was attending the "school" with Aniki, Sora and Kira. We actually had a class together. We were learning how to defend against poison from a common monster. The teacher droned on and on about how to defend and reverse the poison and paralyze the creature instead of yourself and for what reasons yada yada yada. So i naturally drifted off. Then it was time for practice. We were warned to be careful and there were healers at the side just in case. The monsters were release on us. They were red with what looked like a female human head on their shoulders and thier bodies looked like spiders with claws. Each was covered in what looked like scales/feathers which were shot out into the victim's body to paralyze it. We each took up the defensive stance and waited for the monsters to advance. They shot out the scales and they got lodged into my arm. I started letting the flow reach me and to find the reverse point. I aciccidentally let it get to far and barely manage to reverse and paralyze the monster. The classroom fell silent and the teacher began to cross the room. She saw Aniki's and gave a exclamation of joy and congradulated him on the perfect paralysis. She then moved passed him and stopped in her tracks. Her face contorted into a WTF expression. There was Kira and Sora. Kira was standing next to the paralyzed monster adjusting it's looks and various parts littered the surrounding floor. Past her was Sora and a pile of ash.
"You're not supposed to get rid of the body! You need it to make an antidote in case your comrads need it!" She exclaimed. Sora squatted down and shuffled over to the pile. "Maybe I could use the ashes?" He said in an innocent babyfaced way. I saw Aniki turn away and laugh silently. The teacher just sighed and then yelled, "Kira I thought I told you to leave it alone!" Kira just stood there moving one arm and little bloody bits kept falling around. i laughed and then felt really dizzy. A few seconds later I passed out.
I woke up to find people hovering over me. "It's a good thing Asa made an antidote for u young lady or you'd be in big trouble. I thought i told you not to let the poison go that far. How could you mess up?" My teacher stood there in a huff. "Ok your awake now so clear out and come back again tomorrow if you wanna pass."
I sighed. I never really was good at magic when i started off. I did go back the next day and was successful and passed. I ended up with a perfect reverse. Everything was fine. Well... except i turned my monster blue somehow.
And that was my dream.

Didn't do much today. Dudududu went to school. Skipped journalism to watch Advent Children. Started playing the very first Final Fantasy it's ssoooo kool! Then watched the horrible dubb of Naruto. They cut out the picture of Naruto and Sasuke's lips engaging!!!!! Dammit! Stupid homophobic bastards! Grrrrr. Oh well going to write bout me dream and then read Hana Kimi.

Yeah I'm not explaining last nights dream because it is to disturbing and emotionally damaging for words. So I guess i'll just wait for a happy dream to write about :P.

Mreow, i never seem to get round to doing anything till late at night. Oh well I had an regular day not much. Went to see the doctor after school and it looks like i'll be getting more blood tests this saturday morning.*Sigh* My parents are acting overly protective now since they dont know whats wrong and having worry attacks just cause i wouldn't wake up. Jeeze! :P. Oh well I guess I'd better finish my homework.

Wow havn't really wrote in this before. I should really start. Well I actually have something interesting to talk about today. Heh apparently i'm a heavy sleeper. I mean REALLY heavy sleeper. According to my mom and my sister I wouldn't wake up even when they shook me, poked me, tickled me, yelled at me, and yes even banged pots and pans together. So they went to school and left me at home with the phone, and apparently i didn't pick up all day so my mom came home right after school to check on me. And i was still asleep. She again tried to wake me desperately she said then when that didn't work she called the heath athorities and they said to call 911. heh so she did and when they told her to check on me and she came downstairs i was sitting up, completely confused as to why it was 4 in the afternoon. and so she told them i was up and they said they'd send someone over just in case. so i went upstairs and they came and checked blood pressure, blood shugar and asked a couple questions and they said i was fine. So now i have to get some more tests done and i got to be completely confused today!